I've had a lot of fear these past couple months of pregnancy.
Fears:
- Having another c-section
- Not being able to manage my time with both of my girls and give them each attention they need
- Actually getting the epidural
- Not knowing how to give birth
- People will judge me because my house is so messy
- Having labor pains
- Breastfeeding not working out again
But, I realize I need to change. In church last week we talked about faith vs. fear and how if you are fearful it's impossible to be faithful. I feel so much peace now that whatever happens, everything will be ok. I'll have a beautiful baby girl I am hoping for and visualizing a positive outcome. Before I was just imagining the worst and stressing out so much.



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